I will promise myself I won’t care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won’t kill again

I won’t forget you
I’m not going to let you win
but I’m tired of all the lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

you ask for my heart
you know that I’m down
but not the way you lie to me, you tear it all apart and beg for me to say
I sail off to sea, I’m not coming back

I won’t forget you
I’m not gonna to let you win
but I’m tired of all the lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

count me down
make that sound
when you know it makes no sense
count me down
till you mess around
when I know you can’t ever change
why am I trembling?
throw it overboard
when I’m ready to we will progress
count me down
make that sound
break the silence

pretend its not forever
I’ll pull myself together
I’ll save it, I’ll forget her, I’ll breathe
and I’ll say she never hurt me
and look at it as learning
and laugh about the good and the bad
because I will live forever
we don’t belong together
I know I’ll be the better
one day when I can make it through

Well guys, im thinking about making a new xanga.\

^ New one... check it out . www.xanga.com/ocs_fantana11

 Well guys.

I'm a little disappointed. 

3 comments in 7 days.

wow, im a loser.

well anyways i found my cell phone, so if you wanna chat just hit it up

- 9 8 0 7 9 4 3 ( 913 of course ) -

-Brian

p.s. i'm off HA so if you wanna chill just hit up the cellular.

p.s.s : who's all going to old settlers?

p.s.s.s : how was your day?

p.s.s.s.s : will you marry me?

p.s.s.s.s.s: Keep your clothes on

p.s.s.s.s.s.s: Okay i'm done now

hello sexys,

goodbye sexys

Currently Listening They're Only Chasing Safety By UnderOath see related

- I don't feel very Receptive today

hello neighbor!

WoW ._0! i got silversteins new cd yesterday....
different, but i like it.
well anyways!1!!1111 yeah i got a chance to get in touch w/ alot of my friends and all i've got to say about that is "FUCKED UP".
on a lighter note, while you guys are enjoying this week at school, i'll be at home til next week . good stuff.  i just shot myself in the eye with a lazer.

tell me if you like my new xanga look.... thought i'd brighten it up just a tad

well anyways, i gotta go .

Me + you = Complete!

well guys im screwed.. totally lost track of time, i gotta be home.

leave me comments, call me, mail me, email me, stop by

DO SOMETHINGG!!!

i need outside communication!!

later!! pppeeeeAAAACCEEEEE.!!!!! GOODDDDBHYYYYYEE!!!!

LOVE

- bRIAN?